Saturday, April 29, 2006

Almost 3 years

How time flies.. almost 3 years ago today, she was transferred to ICU.. I said I love you to her for the first time and the last time, she said we would talk again when she woke up and we would go on a cruise when she finished her chemo treatment..a present from me...she never woke week after mother's day on Victoria day, she left without saying goodbye..she left us while we took a 5 min break from the ICU to grab some lunch..she left us without letting me and my sister holding her hands till the end of her journey..she decided to go peacfully without having anyone she loved around her..

Half moon serenade by Kawai Naoko

If I can reach out to your heart,
I want to convey my wishes in a song
with muscial notes that are composed of withered leaves
scattered all over the water..

With my left hand, I gently collect a tear drop under the moonlight
I pray deeply that I would be able to have a meaningful relationship with the person I love

Cutting through the cloud of youth
Holding the change of seasons in your arms
'cause anyone will have moments of loneliness
Treasure tenderness by holding each other
My dream is filled with the sound of life in your heart

Even though we are still together, I still feel sad and pain
When you are in love, you shouldn't be so indecisive
The stream of falling stars is like wave building from the spring of my heart
An imperfect moon is like being lonely and pain in my heart
Please show me your love with your beautiful eyes

Looking for happiness, happiness of being a couple
Holding me in your arms and don't let go, we live
Please don't leave me
Ah... so we will grow old while drifting along the Milky Way of time


あなたのもとへ 届くなら
水面(みなも)に散った 琥珀(きん)の枯れ葉を
月の雫を 左手に
涙でそっと ひとつにつなぐ
※青春の雲が切れる 年頃(きせつ)抱きしめ 
誰もみんな ひとりぼっちだから 
優しさを 愛(いと)おしむのね 
あなたの胸の 生命の響きに 満ちる夢

ふたりでいても 切なくて
あなたの指を ぎゅっとかんだの
恋をしても男の人 迷わないのね
流れて落ちた 星の輪が
胸の泉に 波を立てれば
欠けた月は淋しさに似て 心痛むの
美しい瞳のまま どうぞ愛して
幸福(しあわせ)をさがす 幸福ふたり
離さないで あヽ 時の銀河に流され 

Friday, April 28, 2006

もしもピアノが 弾けたなら(if I could play the piano..) by西田敏行

This beautiful song was released over 15 years ago in Japan.. and I absolutely fell in love with the I grow older, I get to love this song more and more...

If I could play the piano,
I would gather all my thoughts(about you) into a song
and dedicate it to you
On rainy days, it would be about the rain
On windy nights, it would be about the wind
On sunny days, it would be about the beautiful sky
But, I don't have a piano :-(
And I don't have a pair of hands
that will play you all these songs
I can only keep these words I want to tell you in my heart

If I could play the piano
I would turn on a small light
and play the songs for you
The joy of being in love with someone
The sadness of not understanding each other
The passion of love we can't suppress
But, I don't have a piano
And we don't dream the same dreams
So, my heart is always empty
And even the dream of playing the songs for you is disappearing
disappearing in sight

もしもピアノが 弾けたなら  
思いのすべてを 歌にして  
雨の降る日は 雨のよに  
風吹く夜には 風のように  
晴れた朝には 晴れやかに  
だけど僕には ピアノがない  
君に聞かせる 腕もない  
心はいつでも 半開き  
伝える言葉が 残される  
アーアアア アーアアア アーアアー  

もしもピアノが 弾けたなら  
小さな明かりを 一つ点(ツ)け  
人を愛した 喜びや  
心が通わぬ 悲しみや  
抑えきれない 情熱や  
だけど僕には ピアノがない  
君と夢見る こともない  
心はいつでも 空回り  
聞かせる夢さえ 遠ざかる  
アーアアア アーアアア アーアアー  

Saiai by Yoshie

"if I could become that person, would you then give me your love?"

Saturday, April 22, 2006


In ancient Egyptian mythology and in myths derived from it, the phoenix is a mythical sacred firebird.

Said to live for 500, 1461 or for 12594 years (depending on the source), the phoenix is a male bird with beautiful gold and red plumage. At the end of its life-cycle the phoenix builds itself a nest of cinnamon twigs that it then ignites; both nest and bird burn fiercely and are reduced to ashes, from which a new, young phoenix arises. The new phoenix embalms the ashes of the old phoenix in an egg made of myrrh and deposits it in Heliopolis ("the city of the sun" in Greek), located in Egypt. The bird was also said to regenerate when hurt or wounded by a foe, thus being almost immortal and invincible — a symbol of fire and divinity.

Although descriptions (and life-span) vary, the phoenix became popular in early Christian art and literature as a symbol of the resurrection, of immortality, and of life-after-death.

Originally, the phoenix was identified by the Egyptians as a stork or heron-like bird called a benu, known from the Book of the Dead and other Egyptian texts as one of the sacred symbols of worship at Heliopolis, closely associated with the rising sun and the Egyptian sun-god Ra.


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

荻野目ちゃん(六本木純情派)The Roppongi naive group

You've broken my heart
クルマを飛び出したの Parking Area
Just get down the night

Who are you
Who are you
純情ゆらすのよ Boogie Woogie

What a wonderful night
I'm crazy about you
甘いささやき ちょい泣かせるね
ワル気な瞳が似ているのよ あなた

Who are you
Who are you
あなたいいひとだね Lonesome Boy

Who are you
Who are you
純情ゆらすのよ Boogie Woogie

Sunday, April 16, 2006

東へ西へ  本木雅弘

Mokkun unzipping his pants at Kohaku...

Saturday, April 15, 2006

"Smile" by Hiromi..

I absolutely fell in love with the song the first time I listened to it, hope you like it too...

"Invitation" by Naoko

Have you gone out with someone where you are just fantasizing being his boyfriend, but he has no intention of making it too serious?

Summer Heroine by Naoko..

Friday, April 14, 2006

Story of the 16th night by Kawai Naoko...

"When you are in love, life is complete just like the moon on the 15th night...
Collecting dreams that are incomplete because you are missing, I want to meet you but I am not able to...the feeling is like the 16th night"

"Please heal where it was hurt before with your lips...
holding me so tight to the point where you can no longer love anyone else..."

Soyokaze no Melody (Melody of a gentle breeze...) by Naoko

Haru na no ni(Though it's spring....) by Yoshie

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Oh No, Oh yes...


Friday, April 07, 2006

Eyes to me by Dreams Come True